Sad or lost?

Really lost........... Too tired to think about what is going on. I really think I mess things up. Maybe I should have not been here or anywhere. That's why I have never been clear about things around me. I am sorry to those I have hurt. Forgive a person like me for being foolish.
我以为爱会一直存在
到头来我只是乐天派
不应该太不应该相信等待
一定会有例外
Everything Is Gonna Be Alright
我明白就算我再不明白